Indi Mawari Kung anong Mangyayari

Limang sigundong huminto ang mundo
Nang tumitig ka sa mga mata ko,
kasama ang matamis mong ngiti
O kay sarap isiping muli

Ngayo'y naghahangad na makita ka muli
Upang masuklian ang ngiting di pinagkait
dahil noon ako ay nahiya
na ipakita ang nahihiyang damdamin

Ngunit bakit di ko nawari
na ika'y wala na sa aking paligid
Paano kaya maibabalik
Ang ngiting di pinagkait

Sayang, bukas kaya makita na kita?
KAilan uli magdadampi ang ating mga mata?
Kung hindi, O wag naman sana
Pero sana maibalik ko PA
-ang ngiting iyong di pinagkait. :D

In a World Where Diploma Defines Success.. :D

If I will face with a question,"what will I give up, study or work?" that would be the toughest question I will face. My college life have always been the hardest challenge for me. Since the day I realized that I DO NOT HAVE ALL the time in the world to focus with something that is not my cup of tea (and not what I want to do throughout my life), it had been very hard for me to focus on my academic. College is very FRUSTRATING. Of course I never expected it to be easy, but I expect it to be fun and CONSTRUCTIVELY challenging. I hate it that every semester I get a failed mark then ask myself, "why??? bakkkeeet?" though I know lack of focus caused that. I made myself a loser in this field while I know I can be successful if I just.... "...If I just...," - a frustrated line. Since first year I planned to shift course but circumstances won't allow me. I always hope that i will find happiness in this field I am taking, I hope I will fall in love with the course, but things got worse.

Then I start to work.It is my second month working as a call center agent. Luckily, I enjoy the work. I can already help my family, I can finance myself, I'm happy with what i am doing. Every morning, I am able to sleep with smiles on my face. I can say that I am happy now. But until when can I keep this job? Is there still career advancement for me? Will I grow as an individual? will i grow as a professional?

LIFE IS A GAME. It is not where you are standing right now, but it is more of how you will cope with the present circumstances.Everytime I start to think about my future, I remember what my trainer, Marc, said, "majority are not working with the field they took. Some are just lucky to know what they want to do at the beginning." All I ever want to do is to teach and reach out people. Career advancement, please do knock at my door. haha.


Ciao. Ciao. :D

" When everything seems not right, move left."



Life is too short for us to take the wrong turn. At certain point, we made wrong decisions. It's okay, I think. No one is perfect, so why not try to admit we are wrong. What bad is, sticking to the WRONG decisions we made. Thus, making things worse. Thus, wastes more time. Thus, keeping us hated. Thus, making us regret. Thus, increasing our pride 'til we notice that we are numb, people laugh at us, etcetera etcetera.

Life is a jungle. The wild is out there. We can either be a prey or a predator. So what! haha. Just a filler in this note.

Tomorrow is always there waiting but time do run out. When will we take the action?


PROCASTINATION KILS :D

Alicia Keys - Karma Mp3

No Way

SCRAP. This is how I define myself now. Me a year ago is entirely different from what i am now. I stood for what I believe and I found myself in a core of lies.

I do not seek for attention (though posting this MIGHT make a commotion) nor companionship. What I am after is to preserve my relationship with my few good buddies, meeting new people is just an accessory. Not until I found a group of people that I thought I can call "FRIENDS." Those whom I shared my secrets,
I laughed with, I learned with. But the smiles suddenly gone when I smelled the stinks in a box of flowers.

I felt that I was back stabbed. Now I don't know who to trust, or should I still trust? Again, I am not seeking for attention. I never intended to be the "talk of the town."

I kept secrets of others more careful than I keep mine. I tried to be as honest as i could to avoid misjudgment from the prejudice of malicious minds. But some things are meant to be kept. If I am the "pain-in-your-ass", I have no time to mind you! I'll enjoy my life while you suffer on your INSECURITIES.


I maybe ALONE but I'll never be LONELY.


Thanks for making me popular, though!


ciao.

Hands Up

"It takes a lot of Courage to give things up."

At some point in time, we need to put down the most precious stone we hold for something better(as we think of it). Though there is the risk of the unknown. We'll never know what lies ahead.

An event had just happen that was really life-changing. The lost of what I am waiting for 7 years (and still counting? nah!). I am very disappointed of what had just happened. For all the negative rumors, I'd cover it. It turns that I believe to what i want to believe. I overlook the most obvious and try to look beyond what people see and found myself staring at a lie. Tears roll down, heart beats fast, the sun goes down, EVERYTHING becomes nonsense. Then, DOMINO effect exists. I'd been bad, lost my direction, finding happiness in the dark, doubt every people I encounter, and even tried to play with their feelings. Life is nonsense. And this world is about using people. I just cant accept the fact that i am waiting for nothing.

But what can I do but to move on. I had been trapped on a beautiful nightmare. Though how I wish to live on that nightmare, I must be thankful that now I am really awake. Thus opening my eyes to reality makes me see the real sunshine. That there are more wondrous things to see in the real world than that beautiful nightmare. More LOVE, more happiness. I had been freed from diamond ties. Now i have the opportunity to find and hold on "HAPINESSES*" that I have and will have soon.

LIFE GOES ON. SO AM I.

:D

SMILE :D

*I use happiness here as a noun. Pauso lng. wahahah!

Memoirs of NYC

It's been awhile. mabilis lang pala ang 2 months. haha. Knowing new people, building relationships with them, then seperating ways. that had been a great ride! Love you NYC People.

DANCE WITH JIN and KUYA ONIN :D




SLIDESHOW MADE By OCEANSHY :D





SLIDESHOW MADE BY ENTENG :D





DIRECTORY OF GIPS BATCH 2 -2009-


I'll post it as soon as possible.


See ya later pIpz!

Redirection

Lunch break!

Isangp agbabago ang aking tiatahak. Unti-unti, umaalis na ko sa mundo ng iresponsabilidad at "absolute freedom." dahil ngayon, sinusubukan kong tumayo sa sarili kong mga paa.

haha! nagda-drama lang ako. isa parin akong dependent s aking mga magulang. Sinusubukan ko lang kung kaya ko ng mag-commit sa isang responsibilidad kung saan magagamit ko ang aking mga kakayahan..


Madrama pa ren. haha!

At sa bago kong pinagkakaabalahan, sana naman ako'y magtagumpay. masaya ako ngayon, at sana magtuluy-tuloy ang kaligayahan ko.

Haha!

Ingat sa inyo. Di ko napansin na isang taon na pala ang blog na ito. Sana makasulat pa rin ako ng matinong entry. di tulad nito na isang crap lng. hahA!


Ciao ciao! :D


NOt.A.Child.Anymore :D