No Way

SCRAP. This is how I define myself now. Me a year ago is entirely different from what i am now. I stood for what I believe and I found myself in a core of lies.

I do not seek for attention (though posting this MIGHT make a commotion) nor companionship. What I am after is to preserve my relationship with my few good buddies, meeting new people is just an accessory. Not until I found a group of people that I thought I can call "FRIENDS." Those whom I shared my secrets,
I laughed with, I learned with. But the smiles suddenly gone when I smelled the stinks in a box of flowers.

I felt that I was back stabbed. Now I don't know who to trust, or should I still trust? Again, I am not seeking for attention. I never intended to be the "talk of the town."

I kept secrets of others more careful than I keep mine. I tried to be as honest as i could to avoid misjudgment from the prejudice of malicious minds. But some things are meant to be kept. If I am the "pain-in-your-ass", I have no time to mind you! I'll enjoy my life while you suffer on your INSECURITIES.


I maybe ALONE but I'll never be LONELY.


Thanks for making me popular, though!


ciao.