Hands Up

"It takes a lot of Courage to give things up."

At some point in time, we need to put down the most precious stone we hold for something better(as we think of it). Though there is the risk of the unknown. We'll never know what lies ahead.

An event had just happen that was really life-changing. The lost of what I am waiting for 7 years (and still counting? nah!). I am very disappointed of what had just happened. For all the negative rumors, I'd cover it. It turns that I believe to what i want to believe. I overlook the most obvious and try to look beyond what people see and found myself staring at a lie. Tears roll down, heart beats fast, the sun goes down, EVERYTHING becomes nonsense. Then, DOMINO effect exists. I'd been bad, lost my direction, finding happiness in the dark, doubt every people I encounter, and even tried to play with their feelings. Life is nonsense. And this world is about using people. I just cant accept the fact that i am waiting for nothing.

But what can I do but to move on. I had been trapped on a beautiful nightmare. Though how I wish to live on that nightmare, I must be thankful that now I am really awake. Thus opening my eyes to reality makes me see the real sunshine. That there are more wondrous things to see in the real world than that beautiful nightmare. More LOVE, more happiness. I had been freed from diamond ties. Now i have the opportunity to find and hold on "HAPINESSES*" that I have and will have soon.

LIFE GOES ON. SO AM I.

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SMILE :D

*I use happiness here as a noun. Pauso lng. wahahah!