In a World Where Diploma Defines Success.. :D

If I will face with a question,"what will I give up, study or work?" that would be the toughest question I will face. My college life have always been the hardest challenge for me. Since the day I realized that I DO NOT HAVE ALL the time in the world to focus with something that is not my cup of tea (and not what I want to do throughout my life), it had been very hard for me to focus on my academic. College is very FRUSTRATING. Of course I never expected it to be easy, but I expect it to be fun and CONSTRUCTIVELY challenging. I hate it that every semester I get a failed mark then ask myself, "why??? bakkkeeet?" though I know lack of focus caused that. I made myself a loser in this field while I know I can be successful if I just.... "...If I just...," - a frustrated line. Since first year I planned to shift course but circumstances won't allow me. I always hope that i will find happiness in this field I am taking, I hope I will fall in love with the course, but things got worse.

Then I start to work.It is my second month working as a call center agent. Luckily, I enjoy the work. I can already help my family, I can finance myself, I'm happy with what i am doing. Every morning, I am able to sleep with smiles on my face. I can say that I am happy now. But until when can I keep this job? Is there still career advancement for me? Will I grow as an individual? will i grow as a professional?

LIFE IS A GAME. It is not where you are standing right now, but it is more of how you will cope with the present circumstances.Everytime I start to think about my future, I remember what my trainer, Marc, said, "majority are not working with the field they took. Some are just lucky to know what they want to do at the beginning." All I ever want to do is to teach and reach out people. Career advancement, please do knock at my door. haha.


Ciao. Ciao. :D